Tuesday, October 8, 2013

WHY

Why can I see more potential in you than you can see in yourself?  Why do I want what I feel is best for you? Why do I give you pep talks when you are down? Why do I nag about what it is I feel that you are doing wrong? Why do I want you to live the right way? Why do I care about you so much? Why do I allow myself to get lost in you? Why can't you see how much I love you? Why don't you even care? Why do I insist on waiting for a different outcome? Why do I wait for you to change? Why do I allow you to make me feel sad? Why can't I trust you? Why do you lie soo much? Why wont I just walk away? Why do I feel so stupid? Why do I feel like Im crumbling inside? Why can't you see things from my side? After 3 years, Why do I even give a fuck? Why wont god give me the strength to this shit go? Why do I have to continue to ask WHY???